Dear diary,
Issit just me or...
Issit really just me?
]:
Monday, June 30, 2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Dear diary,
Today was a gaming competition day!
Bet you never knew I could game eh diary? And I made it.... to the last 16.
Not too bad eh?
Oh well.
Honestly, diary, I realise that when one's focus on something, every trouble/issues/problems that seems to bother you back then, wont actually affect you already for that moment of concentration.
At least thats how I feel when i was in the comp.
But...
Rah.
I guess it still falls back to.... the same old issue again.
Her.
:/
Diary diary, tomorrow's a monday....
And there's no school for her tmr I know.
In fact, I know her full timetable. -.-
SO TEMPTED TO ASK HER OUT TMR.
FOR LIKE THE USUAL MEAL/MOVIE/HANGAROUND.
Do you think she'll know, diary?
Rah. rahhh.
Today was a gaming competition day!
Bet you never knew I could game eh diary? And I made it.... to the last 16.
Not too bad eh?
Oh well.
Honestly, diary, I realise that when one's focus on something, every trouble/issues/problems that seems to bother you back then, wont actually affect you already for that moment of concentration.
At least thats how I feel when i was in the comp.
But...
Rah.
I guess it still falls back to.... the same old issue again.
Her.
:/
Diary diary, tomorrow's a monday....
And there's no school for her tmr I know.
In fact, I know her full timetable. -.-
SO TEMPTED TO ASK HER OUT TMR.
FOR LIKE THE USUAL MEAL/MOVIE/HANGAROUND.
Do you think she'll know, diary?
Rah. rahhh.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Dear Diary,
Hey there diary. Today's a saturday. Honestly diary, I tried to put things away, I tried to just go out and have a break myself. To just escape from the usual world that I was in, and to go into a whole new world with different people and background.
I have to admit that it did work in the beginning, diary. It's like a brand new life all over again. But as time goes by, somehow or another, It just brings me back to square one.
Yes I was out with other people. And yes, it wasn't just one of `em. And yes, I did many things with people, like playing silly games and watching silly shows.
But at the end of the day, diary...
I realise one thing, and that one thing never changes, it remains constant all the time.
I miss you, kellieyeo.
Oh well, diary. I know I sound pathetic now. But at least.... I think I'll feel better after letting this out?
I hope so.
p.s. Stupid ants, diary.
Hey there diary. Today's a saturday. Honestly diary, I tried to put things away, I tried to just go out and have a break myself. To just escape from the usual world that I was in, and to go into a whole new world with different people and background.
I have to admit that it did work in the beginning, diary. It's like a brand new life all over again. But as time goes by, somehow or another, It just brings me back to square one.
Yes I was out with other people. And yes, it wasn't just one of `em. And yes, I did many things with people, like playing silly games and watching silly shows.
But at the end of the day, diary...
I realise one thing, and that one thing never changes, it remains constant all the time.
I miss you, kellieyeo.
Oh well, diary. I know I sound pathetic now. But at least.... I think I'll feel better after letting this out?
I hope so.
p.s. Stupid ants, diary.
Friday, June 27, 2008
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Dear diary,
Hello there.
Okay I did something stupid, diary.
I sent her an sms, saying that I miss her. :/
Yes yes, it's dumb I know. Not that It matters anymore anyway right? Rah. Speaking of 'Rah', I've only started using it when she uses it. Oh well. Okay, I guess it doesnt really matter at all to her already anyway.
Honestly diary, ): Do you think I still can get to see her face to face?
I hope.
Hello there.
Okay I did something stupid, diary.
I sent her an sms, saying that I miss her. :/
Yes yes, it's dumb I know. Not that It matters anymore anyway right? Rah. Speaking of 'Rah', I've only started using it when she uses it. Oh well. Okay, I guess it doesnt really matter at all to her already anyway.
Honestly diary, ): Do you think I still can get to see her face to face?
I hope.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Dear diary,
It just occured to me that today's the 16th day since I last saw her face to face. That's 2 weeks and 2 days? Longer than 2 weeks man. I remember setting the maximum length of 2 weeks of not seeing her.
The last time it happened was at the airport. We didn't even had an embrace. I remember holding that hand, never wanting to let go but I had to. I remember the silliness of her inside the duty free zone. I remember the rude middle finger pointing before she enter, just for the joke of it.
I remember.
But I guess it all doesn't really matter to her now, diary. Because she's still angry, she's still mad at me. Can't blame her for that. Diary, If someday I get to see her, I'll be more than happy already. Really.
And so, today was yet another hard day to live by. Had to do something to keep me occupied, so that I will not tear again.
Decided to just go out and pamper myself. Nah, diary. I did not go for spa or anything like that.
Just the usual town and starbucks, getting the best food and drink, playing some arcarde games alone. For a moment, It got me occupied with the things.
But I realise something, diary. When the home journey begins, I cried again. I can't help it, diary. I just can't.
People do deserve a second chance. Even convicts have a second chance. I'm aiming for that second chance. Though I know it's not quite gonna happen now, I know it will happen someday.
With love, Diary.
Edited ;
I am online, diary, but I don't quite dare to appear online on msn. I saw her online, diary. I really saw her online. But, honestly if you ask me now diary, I have no courage or guts to face her online, let alone face to face. sigh.
I will get out of this soon and master the courage to do so. Give me some time, diary.
It just occured to me that today's the 16th day since I last saw her face to face. That's 2 weeks and 2 days? Longer than 2 weeks man. I remember setting the maximum length of 2 weeks of not seeing her.
The last time it happened was at the airport. We didn't even had an embrace. I remember holding that hand, never wanting to let go but I had to. I remember the silliness of her inside the duty free zone. I remember the rude middle finger pointing before she enter, just for the joke of it.
I remember.
But I guess it all doesn't really matter to her now, diary. Because she's still angry, she's still mad at me. Can't blame her for that. Diary, If someday I get to see her, I'll be more than happy already. Really.
And so, today was yet another hard day to live by. Had to do something to keep me occupied, so that I will not tear again.
Decided to just go out and pamper myself. Nah, diary. I did not go for spa or anything like that.
Just the usual town and starbucks, getting the best food and drink, playing some arcarde games alone. For a moment, It got me occupied with the things.
But I realise something, diary. When the home journey begins, I cried again. I can't help it, diary. I just can't.
People do deserve a second chance. Even convicts have a second chance. I'm aiming for that second chance. Though I know it's not quite gonna happen now, I know it will happen someday.
With love, Diary.
Edited ;
I am online, diary, but I don't quite dare to appear online on msn. I saw her online, diary. I really saw her online. But, honestly if you ask me now diary, I have no courage or guts to face her online, let alone face to face. sigh.
I will get out of this soon and master the courage to do so. Give me some time, diary.
dear diary,
I've never walked out of sunrise feeling the way i'm feeling now.
I've never thought that this day will actually come.
But it did.
And It hurts.
Diary, as much as it isnt easy for anyone out there, at the end of the day, diary, i am being hurt alot too.
And diary, do you once think that I'm enjoying all these now? No I'm not. It sucks.
Do you once think that I actually like all these to happen? No way. Never.
But it happened. I know my words now have no power or anything. Diary, I'm done.
Diary, I went over earlier. I didn't know what to do anymore. I had to be over, if you know what I mean.
No, I did not even ring the doorbell, as what I normally do. No diary, I cannot afford anyone to know that I'm there.
I know right now, no amount of sorry or gifts will actually prove anything.
But deep down inside, I wanna show that I've learnt. As much as a sinner am I, Surely, and I mean surely, diary, salvation has come.
Even a sinner has to be given a chance to change around, if not no matter how hard or much the sinner tries, it's not gonna work.
Diary, I really do hope that people understand.
Thank God for godly friends, who dun judge you base on ur wrongdoings or shortcomings. Because they know that life isnt perfect. Mistakes are surely being made. They judge me on the cross, telling me to start all over again, with sincerity and love.
That's what I was trying to send a message across, diary.
Do you think I've suceeded? Sigh.
Nonetheless, I know that no amount of gifts or anything, can prove anything for now.
And thus, I kneeled down. I cried during the whole time. I have no idea if anyone saw me but I dun really care at that time.
I kneeled down and kowtow 3 times. Though it really dont seem to help at all, and I bet they dun even know that I did that, not that it matters to them anyway, But at least something, diary. At least it made me feel a slight better, though the walk out was the most painful walk ever.
Diary, All I want is a chance to prove and redeem again.
If only you could speak. If only.
And I received an sms, moments ago. A sms that really broke me apart. Not from her, diary. But its from someone whom i've always respected and admire. Cant blame her for reacting that way, actually. No, I've not blame her a single bit at all.
I mean, If i were her, I would do the exact same thing too, if someone did that to my daughter. I would definitely be nastier. Much worse.
I blame myself only. And I do say that it's my fault. A sorry is all I could offer and a changefor good is what I can do for the future.
And when I read the sms over and over again, It just hurts so much. Tears fall down, diary. It fell. If only you could offer me tissue paper.
Alright diary, I'm not engaging in self pity, no no. I'm not pitying myself and I'm not finding excuses, or even trying to find a way out, whatsoever.
All I ask diary, is for a chance to learn and start all over again.
Its hard, like what my leader said. It's gonna be painful. Man, in fact, it already hurt till I cant take it anymore.
But you know what diary? I'm gonna be there still, even though it's gonna be really really painful. Probably 10 times worse than I'm feeling now. Because I know at the end of the day, It'll be a better future.
Thank you diary.
I've never walked out of sunrise feeling the way i'm feeling now.
I've never thought that this day will actually come.
But it did.
And It hurts.
Diary, as much as it isnt easy for anyone out there, at the end of the day, diary, i am being hurt alot too.
And diary, do you once think that I'm enjoying all these now? No I'm not. It sucks.
Do you once think that I actually like all these to happen? No way. Never.
But it happened. I know my words now have no power or anything. Diary, I'm done.
Diary, I went over earlier. I didn't know what to do anymore. I had to be over, if you know what I mean.
No, I did not even ring the doorbell, as what I normally do. No diary, I cannot afford anyone to know that I'm there.
I know right now, no amount of sorry or gifts will actually prove anything.
But deep down inside, I wanna show that I've learnt. As much as a sinner am I, Surely, and I mean surely, diary, salvation has come.
Even a sinner has to be given a chance to change around, if not no matter how hard or much the sinner tries, it's not gonna work.
Diary, I really do hope that people understand.
Thank God for godly friends, who dun judge you base on ur wrongdoings or shortcomings. Because they know that life isnt perfect. Mistakes are surely being made. They judge me on the cross, telling me to start all over again, with sincerity and love.
That's what I was trying to send a message across, diary.
Do you think I've suceeded? Sigh.
Nonetheless, I know that no amount of gifts or anything, can prove anything for now.
And thus, I kneeled down. I cried during the whole time. I have no idea if anyone saw me but I dun really care at that time.
I kneeled down and kowtow 3 times. Though it really dont seem to help at all, and I bet they dun even know that I did that, not that it matters to them anyway, But at least something, diary. At least it made me feel a slight better, though the walk out was the most painful walk ever.
Diary, All I want is a chance to prove and redeem again.
If only you could speak. If only.
And I received an sms, moments ago. A sms that really broke me apart. Not from her, diary. But its from someone whom i've always respected and admire. Cant blame her for reacting that way, actually. No, I've not blame her a single bit at all.
I mean, If i were her, I would do the exact same thing too, if someone did that to my daughter. I would definitely be nastier. Much worse.
I blame myself only. And I do say that it's my fault. A sorry is all I could offer and a changefor good is what I can do for the future.
And when I read the sms over and over again, It just hurts so much. Tears fall down, diary. It fell. If only you could offer me tissue paper.
Alright diary, I'm not engaging in self pity, no no. I'm not pitying myself and I'm not finding excuses, or even trying to find a way out, whatsoever.
All I ask diary, is for a chance to learn and start all over again.
Its hard, like what my leader said. It's gonna be painful. Man, in fact, it already hurt till I cant take it anymore.
But you know what diary? I'm gonna be there still, even though it's gonna be really really painful. Probably 10 times worse than I'm feeling now. Because I know at the end of the day, It'll be a better future.
Thank you diary.
dear Diary,
It's done.
I'm done. I'm game over.
It had gotten me.
Made 2 parties pissed off. The 2 of my closest people in life.
For once, Life felt like it was the lowest..... Till I force myself to see christ on the cross again. It's far worse.
Apologied to my mum and dad, and they accepted it. Actions gotta show them, diary. My actions. I'm gonna do so.
But... For her...
She doesn't wanna talk to me ever again I suppose. No, diary, the she here is referring to the other author of this blog.
Cant blame her for that, I've been quite a clown for lying certain things, lying certain impt things. If only I know that she wouldnt mind at all, in the first place. if only. ):
Guess there's also a pride factor involved. I never wanted to lose out to the girl I Like. But then again, Lying isnt the right way too. Argh, diary.
But diary, one thing's for sure. It's that, My intentions at the end of the day were good, and I love her with everything I've ever got. Though the possesiveness and everything at times, but I'm learning to be that perfect boyfriend. That's for sure, diary.
Do you think she'll ever know about that?
I live with sorrows and regrets now.
and diary, I'm really sorry. really really sorry.
Nothing I can do but to learn and to redeem now, diary.
And that's the only thing I can do now.
From today forth. I sign with my blood.
Let actions prove things, diary.
It's done.
I'm done. I'm game over.
It had gotten me.
Made 2 parties pissed off. The 2 of my closest people in life.
For once, Life felt like it was the lowest..... Till I force myself to see christ on the cross again. It's far worse.
Apologied to my mum and dad, and they accepted it. Actions gotta show them, diary. My actions. I'm gonna do so.
But... For her...
She doesn't wanna talk to me ever again I suppose. No, diary, the she here is referring to the other author of this blog.
Cant blame her for that, I've been quite a clown for lying certain things, lying certain impt things. If only I know that she wouldnt mind at all, in the first place. if only. ):
Guess there's also a pride factor involved. I never wanted to lose out to the girl I Like. But then again, Lying isnt the right way too. Argh, diary.
But diary, one thing's for sure. It's that, My intentions at the end of the day were good, and I love her with everything I've ever got. Though the possesiveness and everything at times, but I'm learning to be that perfect boyfriend. That's for sure, diary.
Do you think she'll ever know about that?
I live with sorrows and regrets now.
and diary, I'm really sorry. really really sorry.
Nothing I can do but to learn and to redeem now, diary.
And that's the only thing I can do now.
From today forth. I sign with my blood.
Let actions prove things, diary.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Dear diary,
Today's starbucks day. Starbucks nv fail to produce rather good coffee. A nice place to sit down and chill too, with the aircon blasting above me. It makes me feel really cold, yearning for a hug. Oh well.
Sitting down there alone at orchard hotel, I had time to absorb everything. I had all the time in the world. And when I finally absorb things clearly, It felt alot better. That's something good i guess, diary. At the end of the day, I feel that time will indeed tell everything.
Oh, and diary, maye someday, you'll cease to exist and actually try out starbucks someday. Then, you can actually tell me if starbucks up to expectation or not. hah.
Till then, diary, till then.
Today's starbucks day. Starbucks nv fail to produce rather good coffee. A nice place to sit down and chill too, with the aircon blasting above me. It makes me feel really cold, yearning for a hug. Oh well.
Sitting down there alone at orchard hotel, I had time to absorb everything. I had all the time in the world. And when I finally absorb things clearly, It felt alot better. That's something good i guess, diary. At the end of the day, I feel that time will indeed tell everything.
Oh, and diary, maye someday, you'll cease to exist and actually try out starbucks someday. Then, you can actually tell me if starbucks up to expectation or not. hah.
Till then, diary, till then.
David Cook - Always Be My Baby lyrics
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby
Monday, June 23, 2008
I choose to see us in that video, dearie. :)
You know, Life is definitely better than anything else in the world.
Without life, there wouldnt be a chance to be rich.
Without life, there wouldnt' be a chance to have accompany.
But you know love, for me, just for me, there's one thing better than life.
And that's to find you, and to love you till` forever.
:)
This I swear.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
The Eleventh and the Twelveth
1 MORE DAY! ;D Hah. Im super excited man. I wonder if you're gonna be as exicited when you see me dear. lol. Okay anyway, you must be wondering why I'm putting two days worth of entries into one!
Okay here's why. I might have to leave really early tmr for work in the morning shift! haha. Then I'll just head straight to the airport and wait for the arrival of my baby, the love of my life x). How am I ever gonna have time to blog for the 11th and the 12th right!? haha.
So instead of doing it on the respective days... I'll do it now since I would not have any computer to use on those days! (: lol.
OKAY anyway.... Haha. day 12's finally approaching, dear! Haha. Ive been waiting for this day for so long now. If you ask me dearie, this feelings of mine for you has never changed since day1. In fact, Absence makes the heart grow fonder! I miss you more than ever now dearie, and I cant wait to shower you with all of my love and soul.
To Hold you in my arms again.
To Hold your hand and be so proud that you're mine.
To whisper sweet nothings to your ears.
To tickle and play with you along the way to nowhere.
To Send you home in the most spastic way ever.
To walk you into ur hse, whether it's raining or not.
And if it's raining, we'll stick so close and yet, still can play in the rain.
To go ur hse for dinner, and to hold ur hand underneath the table, with or without ur parents around.
To splash water at you and get water splashed back at me.
To have the sweeeetest kisses and hugs with you, at almost anywhere in ur hse.(haha! x))
To Love you with all my life, now and till forever.
I really can't wait, dear. Really.
HUGS and KISSES.
I Love You, Girlfriend.
It's finally time to come home. :)
Larry. Hugs*
1 MORE DAY! ;D Hah. Im super excited man. I wonder if you're gonna be as exicited when you see me dear. lol. Okay anyway, you must be wondering why I'm putting two days worth of entries into one!
Okay here's why. I might have to leave really early tmr for work in the morning shift! haha. Then I'll just head straight to the airport and wait for the arrival of my baby, the love of my life x). How am I ever gonna have time to blog for the 11th and the 12th right!? haha.
So instead of doing it on the respective days... I'll do it now since I would not have any computer to use on those days! (: lol.
OKAY anyway.... Haha. day 12's finally approaching, dear! Haha. Ive been waiting for this day for so long now. If you ask me dearie, this feelings of mine for you has never changed since day1. In fact, Absence makes the heart grow fonder! I miss you more than ever now dearie, and I cant wait to shower you with all of my love and soul.
To Hold you in my arms again.
To Hold your hand and be so proud that you're mine.
To whisper sweet nothings to your ears.
To tickle and play with you along the way to nowhere.
To Send you home in the most spastic way ever.
To walk you into ur hse, whether it's raining or not.
And if it's raining, we'll stick so close and yet, still can play in the rain.
To go ur hse for dinner, and to hold ur hand underneath the table, with or without ur parents around.
To splash water at you and get water splashed back at me.
To have the sweeeetest kisses and hugs with you, at almost anywhere in ur hse.(haha! x))
To Love you with all my life, now and till forever.
I really can't wait, dear. Really.
HUGS and KISSES.
I Love You, Girlfriend.
It's finally time to come home. :)
Larry. Hugs*
Thursday, June 19, 2008
The Tenth!
2 MORE DAYS LOVE! x) x) x)
haha hey baby. Honestly if you were to ask me how do I spent my days, I would say everyday's the same recently. Its either work or home. Hah. Life's been pretty boring without you around baby. I wake up each day feeling no excitement at all. It's quite sad actually. Oh well, but it's okay. BECAUSE YOU'RE COMING BACK IN 2 DAYS :D
haha. Im super excited dearie! lala. I wonder if my baby has lost any weight at the trip there! Like they always say... cold air will make people lose weight somehow! Especially Singaporean! Haha.
But One thing's for sure, love. My kellieyeo is still gonna look super amazingly pretty and gorgeous as always. :) heh.
AND LOVE........ You haven tell me the flight details on saturday yet! How am I suppose to find out!? Lol. There's 3 terminals baby. And the airport aint that small. I cant possible run around the entire airport to look for you! Haha. Though I'll be more than willing to, I know its quite dumb to do so. Haha. Wisdom! ;)
PLEASE let me know soon if you're viewing this entry yes!
LOVEYOUgirlfriend.
Larry. hugs*
2 MORE DAYS LOVE! x) x) x)
haha hey baby. Honestly if you were to ask me how do I spent my days, I would say everyday's the same recently. Its either work or home. Hah. Life's been pretty boring without you around baby. I wake up each day feeling no excitement at all. It's quite sad actually. Oh well, but it's okay. BECAUSE YOU'RE COMING BACK IN 2 DAYS :D
haha. Im super excited dearie! lala. I wonder if my baby has lost any weight at the trip there! Like they always say... cold air will make people lose weight somehow! Especially Singaporean! Haha.
But One thing's for sure, love. My kellieyeo is still gonna look super amazingly pretty and gorgeous as always. :) heh.
AND LOVE........ You haven tell me the flight details on saturday yet! How am I suppose to find out!? Lol. There's 3 terminals baby. And the airport aint that small. I cant possible run around the entire airport to look for you! Haha. Though I'll be more than willing to, I know its quite dumb to do so. Haha. Wisdom! ;)
PLEASE let me know soon if you're viewing this entry yes!
LOVEYOUgirlfriend.
Larry. hugs*
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
The Nineth.
3 MORE DAYS! OMG love. I'm seriously feeling really excited for you to be back! Really really excited dearie! (: After so long of waiting.... day 12 is finally approaching! At LONG last :)
I do hope you're as excited as me, dear! Lol. Okay, maybe half as excited as me is also good enough. Haha. 3 MORE DAYS 3 MORE DAYS! (:
Okay, By now, you should be in ROME alr I suppose? lol. How's swiss and France!? Oh man, you gotta so tell me everything okay. Like from day 1 of the trip till day 12 or something! lol. I bet it'll take up days and days just to complete your story! Haha. Okay maybe not. Maybe you'll just take a day to summerise everything. :/ Lol. creativity plus 1! ;P
Anyway, I guess you must be wondering if your larrykohzhengxing has his feelings changed, after 9 days of not MEETING and communicating! Well Well baby........... NAH. My feelings were still the same before you even left, dear! I'm still the same old boy of yours that irritates you sometimes. HAHAHA :/ But most of the time, i'm just loving you with all my heart and soul. :D
So Don't you dare anyhow think and say that things have changed okay! ;P
LOVEYOUBABY. (x
Larry
3 MORE DAYS! OMG love. I'm seriously feeling really excited for you to be back! Really really excited dearie! (: After so long of waiting.... day 12 is finally approaching! At LONG last :)
I do hope you're as excited as me, dear! Lol. Okay, maybe half as excited as me is also good enough. Haha. 3 MORE DAYS 3 MORE DAYS! (:
Okay, By now, you should be in ROME alr I suppose? lol. How's swiss and France!? Oh man, you gotta so tell me everything okay. Like from day 1 of the trip till day 12 or something! lol. I bet it'll take up days and days just to complete your story! Haha. Okay maybe not. Maybe you'll just take a day to summerise everything. :/ Lol. creativity plus 1! ;P
Anyway, I guess you must be wondering if your larrykohzhengxing has his feelings changed, after 9 days of not MEETING and communicating! Well Well baby........... NAH. My feelings were still the same before you even left, dear! I'm still the same old boy of yours that irritates you sometimes. HAHAHA :/ But most of the time, i'm just loving you with all my heart and soul. :D
So Don't you dare anyhow think and say that things have changed okay! ;P
LOVEYOUBABY. (x
Larry
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
The Eighth
Hey love! Cant believe it man! It's finally day 8! AHHH. 4 more days 4 more days dear! Are you excited!? Im super excited lah! I really cant wait for day 12! ;D
And baby, I've absoulute NO clue on where, when and what time's the flight back to SG for you guys! Omg. IF you're seeing this, could you please let me know soooon? Like really soon! I wanna be there! Even if it's just for mere 5 mins of seeing you, I'll stll do it because you're my girlfriend, and you're my love. you're my everything :)
And today.... Somehow dear, It feels really empty and nothingness! I woke up today yearning to sms you, only to realise again that you're still in Europe. Haha. Honestly, days without you's really hard, baby ): Thats why im really glad day 12 is coming! I'm so gonna give you a BIG BIG BIG HUG if its even possible! haha.
Till I see you again baby,
I'll be staring unto the FEW pictures we ever take.
Oh, I'm admiring your first month gift to me now! I still think it's so amazing and so much hardwork being placed in it! Thanks Love. (x
Loveyoutilltheendoftime!
Larry.
Hey love! Cant believe it man! It's finally day 8! AHHH. 4 more days 4 more days dear! Are you excited!? Im super excited lah! I really cant wait for day 12! ;D
And baby, I've absoulute NO clue on where, when and what time's the flight back to SG for you guys! Omg. IF you're seeing this, could you please let me know soooon? Like really soon! I wanna be there! Even if it's just for mere 5 mins of seeing you, I'll stll do it because you're my girlfriend, and you're my love. you're my everything :)
And today.... Somehow dear, It feels really empty and nothingness! I woke up today yearning to sms you, only to realise again that you're still in Europe. Haha. Honestly, days without you's really hard, baby ): Thats why im really glad day 12 is coming! I'm so gonna give you a BIG BIG BIG HUG if its even possible! haha.
Till I see you again baby,
I'll be staring unto the FEW pictures we ever take.
Oh, I'm admiring your first month gift to me now! I still think it's so amazing and so much hardwork being placed in it! Thanks Love. (x
Loveyoutilltheendoftime!
Larry.
Monday, June 16, 2008
The Seventh.
Hey dear. TODAY.......
Marks the end of the whole saga of grandma I guess. The Cremation. The Cryings and the mournings. I guess it all finally came to an end.
She's now at mandai crematory centre. I have no idea that the whole process of cremation is so advance now. They have a viewing gallery for you to view! Omg. Since when !?
Anyway, nothing really much happened today baby. Didn't go to work today. Oh well.
Today's like... not so much words day. In fact, I hardly even hear a word from my family all day long. And it's almost dinner time soon! I wonder if they are even going for dinner. Oh well.
RAH. DARLING. MONDAY. Normally, we'll be out in town or something, watching a movie or sth! And I would hold your hand, hold that pretty little hand, and feel so proud to have you as mine.
Have I told you? Each time we're in town, each time we held hands and just walk around town, I always feel so happy and contended! That's because of you, dearie. You're the reason why I'm happy. :)
5 MORE DAYS SWEETHEART. we can do it!
Love you.
Larry
p.s. I know baby has countless projects and assignments and exams coming up. But try to make time for me on... the NEXT monday yes? Mwah* Love you!
Hey dear. TODAY.......
Marks the end of the whole saga of grandma I guess. The Cremation. The Cryings and the mournings. I guess it all finally came to an end.
She's now at mandai crematory centre. I have no idea that the whole process of cremation is so advance now. They have a viewing gallery for you to view! Omg. Since when !?
Anyway, nothing really much happened today baby. Didn't go to work today. Oh well.
Today's like... not so much words day. In fact, I hardly even hear a word from my family all day long. And it's almost dinner time soon! I wonder if they are even going for dinner. Oh well.
RAH. DARLING. MONDAY. Normally, we'll be out in town or something, watching a movie or sth! And I would hold your hand, hold that pretty little hand, and feel so proud to have you as mine.
Have I told you? Each time we're in town, each time we held hands and just walk around town, I always feel so happy and contended! That's because of you, dearie. You're the reason why I'm happy. :)
5 MORE DAYS SWEETHEART. we can do it!
Love you.
Larry
p.s. I know baby has countless projects and assignments and exams coming up. But try to make time for me on... the NEXT monday yes? Mwah* Love you!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
The Sixth.
Hey love. What a day today had been. The funeral was.... really crowded with people and everything, given the fact that my granny has like 10 sons and 10 daughters! Really big family there right? Hmmm. But anyway, Yeah. It was really crowded. Oh well.
Things were generally okay today. Nothing really spectacular though. I woke up earlier today and went for the first service in the morning. It was really early. I barely could keep myself awake, but I decided to keep myself awake still.
Going for service alone isnt that bad, I realised. I really learn alot today. I cried during the praise and worship, for the fact that I lose my granny. Hah. Im just hoping that she's saved and I'lll get to see her in Heaven. Oh well.
Headed straight to Singapore Casket thereafter. Spend most of the day there till dinner and then home. Today's really a simple day.
BABY, I MISS YOU. Its times like this where it really makes me wanting you home with me. ): Oh well.
6 more days excluding today, dear! Hang on!
Love you.
Larry.
Hey love. What a day today had been. The funeral was.... really crowded with people and everything, given the fact that my granny has like 10 sons and 10 daughters! Really big family there right? Hmmm. But anyway, Yeah. It was really crowded. Oh well.
Things were generally okay today. Nothing really spectacular though. I woke up earlier today and went for the first service in the morning. It was really early. I barely could keep myself awake, but I decided to keep myself awake still.
Going for service alone isnt that bad, I realised. I really learn alot today. I cried during the praise and worship, for the fact that I lose my granny. Hah. Im just hoping that she's saved and I'lll get to see her in Heaven. Oh well.
Headed straight to Singapore Casket thereafter. Spend most of the day there till dinner and then home. Today's really a simple day.
BABY, I MISS YOU. Its times like this where it really makes me wanting you home with me. ): Oh well.
6 more days excluding today, dear! Hang on!
Love you.
Larry.
Hey baby. At this point of time, We just hang up our call! My apologies for calling over ur dad's phone, dear. But, I guess things just happened too fast. One moment, we're at the airport. The next moment, we're in rome enjoying our first day.... till dinner.
That's where everything changed. Dad received a call from my uncles in SG telling him that my grandma couldn't make it any longer. And so, she left the world. Dad felt really devestated thereafter! Man, It was really saddening.
Uncle told daddy that the funeral, a buddhist one, would be held on saturday, sunday and monday, at the Singapore casket. And so, we had to rush back to Singapore to pay our last respect to our late grandma, before she will be cremated and burned.
Man, I really don't know what to say or even do now, baby. I'm in my room, trying to recall everything that just happened. I mean, though I'm NOT as close to my grandma as... before, given her condition, it still hurts a little knowing that ur loved one is gone. Sigh.
And we're gonna have a long day at the funeral tmr I guess.
On a side note, it was really comforting to finally being able to hear you, baby. I felt so much better and relieved after hearing you, though it was just for a min and we didn't talk much.
Come back soon yes? I miss you till I'm almost crazy! Missed me? I really cant wait to see you again love!
Till then, you know your boy's missing you and he'll be awaiting the day you come home.
Love you baby
Larry.
That's where everything changed. Dad received a call from my uncles in SG telling him that my grandma couldn't make it any longer. And so, she left the world. Dad felt really devestated thereafter! Man, It was really saddening.
Uncle told daddy that the funeral, a buddhist one, would be held on saturday, sunday and monday, at the Singapore casket. And so, we had to rush back to Singapore to pay our last respect to our late grandma, before she will be cremated and burned.
Man, I really don't know what to say or even do now, baby. I'm in my room, trying to recall everything that just happened. I mean, though I'm NOT as close to my grandma as... before, given her condition, it still hurts a little knowing that ur loved one is gone. Sigh.
And we're gonna have a long day at the funeral tmr I guess.
On a side note, it was really comforting to finally being able to hear you, baby. I felt so much better and relieved after hearing you, though it was just for a min and we didn't talk much.
Come back soon yes? I miss you till I'm almost crazy! Missed me? I really cant wait to see you again love!
Till then, you know your boy's missing you and he'll be awaiting the day you come home.
Love you baby
Larry.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
The Fourth
Fourth day! Heyy love! Time seem to fly so slowly nowadays! ):
I MISS YOU BUNCHES KELLIE YEO ):
RAH. Anyway, I'm in ROME now baby! ;) It's almost 3pm now at Rome and we're all just settling down at the HUGE apartment here! Man, it's so huge that it's twice the size of your house, love! I have no idea how many rooms there are here. Haha.
Dad's friend is gonna bring us around again later, not that we didnt do before but... yeah. :) After that, we're going to some really famous pasta restaurant for dinner! Maybe you guys will visit the shop too eh!? HAHA. i'll leave a marking there okay darling. I'll write... KELLIE&LARRY somewhere there as a marker! And then if you're there, you'll know that ur boy's been there too! heh.
How's Europe been for you dear? I HAVE ZERO WAYS to contact you! AARGH. Your mom's phone is always dead! I cannot get to her baby! And I have no idea what your Mom's email is! ): ): ): Rah. I'll keep trying to call okay dear! I Wont give up. I still need to know the flight details on sat so that I can pick you up then! :)
Your boy's constantly missing you and will STILL miss you when you're back. :D heh. Till I see you again love, I'll be right here missing and waiting for day 12 to arrive!
LOVE YOU! :) Mwah*
Fourth day! Heyy love! Time seem to fly so slowly nowadays! ):
I MISS YOU BUNCHES KELLIE YEO ):
RAH. Anyway, I'm in ROME now baby! ;) It's almost 3pm now at Rome and we're all just settling down at the HUGE apartment here! Man, it's so huge that it's twice the size of your house, love! I have no idea how many rooms there are here. Haha.
Dad's friend is gonna bring us around again later, not that we didnt do before but... yeah. :) After that, we're going to some really famous pasta restaurant for dinner! Maybe you guys will visit the shop too eh!? HAHA. i'll leave a marking there okay darling. I'll write... KELLIE&LARRY somewhere there as a marker! And then if you're there, you'll know that ur boy's been there too! heh.
How's Europe been for you dear? I HAVE ZERO WAYS to contact you! AARGH. Your mom's phone is always dead! I cannot get to her baby! And I have no idea what your Mom's email is! ): ): ): Rah. I'll keep trying to call okay dear! I Wont give up. I still need to know the flight details on sat so that I can pick you up then! :)
Your boy's constantly missing you and will STILL miss you when you're back. :D heh. Till I see you again love, I'll be right here missing and waiting for day 12 to arrive!
LOVE YOU! :) Mwah*
Thursday, June 12, 2008
A love song.
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.
The Third
Maybe lets say.... a few and long hours from now? Yeah. Your boy will be heading to the place which you left for Paris! haha. How time flies eh. Okay, maybe time did not flew that fast but... yeah. Lol. Its 10 more days to go, dear! :)
Honestly speaking, ever since you left on tuesday baby, my mind's constantly refreshing and displaying the airport moments on tues! hah. Its like, how i wish i could go back to tuesday again, and perhaps drag you to one corner where there's nobody(despite ur parents disapproval on that), and give you a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG hug! :] Haha. That would be comforting.
You know, not being able to contact you, let alone hug you, for 12 days is TORTURING to me ): I'm missing you like crazy, baby. Do you know? :) They say that the hearts are connected! So like... When I'm missing you, you should be able to feel it! So I guess you shld be feeling it really often over there la! Haha. x)
RAH. I've been basically slacking at home today. Barry still gotta go to the office to settle some stuff, which I believe he shld be back soon! Parents likewise too. I've no idea why the working world seems so stressful. Haha. Oh well.
Just wanna say that, love, I miss you truckloads and I really cant wait for day 12 to come!
Love you baby.
Larry :)
Maybe lets say.... a few and long hours from now? Yeah. Your boy will be heading to the place which you left for Paris! haha. How time flies eh. Okay, maybe time did not flew that fast but... yeah. Lol. Its 10 more days to go, dear! :)
Honestly speaking, ever since you left on tuesday baby, my mind's constantly refreshing and displaying the airport moments on tues! hah. Its like, how i wish i could go back to tuesday again, and perhaps drag you to one corner where there's nobody(despite ur parents disapproval on that), and give you a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG hug! :] Haha. That would be comforting.
You know, not being able to contact you, let alone hug you, for 12 days is TORTURING to me ): I'm missing you like crazy, baby. Do you know? :) They say that the hearts are connected! So like... When I'm missing you, you should be able to feel it! So I guess you shld be feeling it really often over there la! Haha. x)
RAH. I've been basically slacking at home today. Barry still gotta go to the office to settle some stuff, which I believe he shld be back soon! Parents likewise too. I've no idea why the working world seems so stressful. Haha. Oh well.
Just wanna say that, love, I miss you truckloads and I really cant wait for day 12 to come!
Love you baby.
Larry :)
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
The Second
Hey dear! it's the 2nd day! Gosh. I want day 12 to come NOW. ): booo.
Anyway, day 2 darling! today's like the first day without you officially in SG. ): You know, I woke up this morning, hoping to send u a text, but only to realise that your phone's in SG. Hah. Silly me right. Rah.
I wonder how's things doing now in paris! Its 7 hrs behind right? So I guesss... It shld be dinner time soon for you guys there? heh. How's paris food!? GOOD right? lol.
I've been working from 10am-8pm today dear! Haha. it's the longest thus far. Normally, I'll want to end early from work because I wanna pei baby at night :) Heh.
I guess today's a really boring day for ur boy here. I very much wanted to sms baby and chat with you, while working! But then again, only to realise that your phone's in SG! Haha. I sms-ed your Mom twice, baby. But there isn't a reply? Lol. But in the end, I think you used ur dad's phone to reply me right?
Those msg are very precious to me too! All the way from Europe. haha.
Missing you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much baby. Hugs and kises*
I love you. :)
Larry & Kellie <3
Hey dear! it's the 2nd day! Gosh. I want day 12 to come NOW. ): booo.
Anyway, day 2 darling! today's like the first day without you officially in SG. ): You know, I woke up this morning, hoping to send u a text, but only to realise that your phone's in SG. Hah. Silly me right. Rah.
I wonder how's things doing now in paris! Its 7 hrs behind right? So I guesss... It shld be dinner time soon for you guys there? heh. How's paris food!? GOOD right? lol.
I've been working from 10am-8pm today dear! Haha. it's the longest thus far. Normally, I'll want to end early from work because I wanna pei baby at night :) Heh.
I guess today's a really boring day for ur boy here. I very much wanted to sms baby and chat with you, while working! But then again, only to realise that your phone's in SG! Haha. I sms-ed your Mom twice, baby. But there isn't a reply? Lol. But in the end, I think you used ur dad's phone to reply me right?
Those msg are very precious to me too! All the way from Europe. haha.
Missing you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much baby. Hugs and kises*
I love you. :)
Larry & Kellie <3
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
The First
Hey love! Awww. ): At this moment, you've just hung up the phone on me because you're boarding the plane like... SOON! Somehow, I feel that immerse excitement for you, dear! It's like, you're going somewhere that you've never been before, and trust me on this sweetheart, you'll learn alot about Europe and u'll have LOTS of fun there! :) That's what YOU promised me! heh.
I'm missing you already la baby! ]: Oh well.
When I sent you in to the dutyfree zone earlier dear, while we were walking towards the entrance of it, half of me was really excited for you and the trip there! The other half of me so wanted to just turn you around and give you a big big hug before you leave! Hah, but it didn't happen. Not because I didnt wanted to give u a hug, but because your parents are around! Lol. I cant imagine how would their reaction be if they see me hugging you! hahaha.
That other half of me also so wanted to just steal you away from ur family, and make you accompany me in SG! Haha. As much as I know that's impossible, there's this slight thought inside me where I was hoping that I could have some personal time with you so that I could give you a big hug! haha. Oh well.... :)
The ride home was rather boring. I have to admit. Baby doesn't have a phone and the only way is to sms ur mom, which I have to think carefully before typing just in case its too mushy! haha. But all in all, I had a wet journey home, because when i'm home, i was totally DRENCHED. hahaha. I was like a wet chicken :/
Anyway, I love you baby. I'm missing you. The first day of you gone for 12 days has begun. I'm looking forward to day 12!
Hugs and kisses*
Larry.
Your boy. :)
Hey love! Awww. ): At this moment, you've just hung up the phone on me because you're boarding the plane like... SOON! Somehow, I feel that immerse excitement for you, dear! It's like, you're going somewhere that you've never been before, and trust me on this sweetheart, you'll learn alot about Europe and u'll have LOTS of fun there! :) That's what YOU promised me! heh.
I'm missing you already la baby! ]: Oh well.
When I sent you in to the dutyfree zone earlier dear, while we were walking towards the entrance of it, half of me was really excited for you and the trip there! The other half of me so wanted to just turn you around and give you a big big hug before you leave! Hah, but it didn't happen. Not because I didnt wanted to give u a hug, but because your parents are around! Lol. I cant imagine how would their reaction be if they see me hugging you! hahaha.
That other half of me also so wanted to just steal you away from ur family, and make you accompany me in SG! Haha. As much as I know that's impossible, there's this slight thought inside me where I was hoping that I could have some personal time with you so that I could give you a big hug! haha. Oh well.... :)
The ride home was rather boring. I have to admit. Baby doesn't have a phone and the only way is to sms ur mom, which I have to think carefully before typing just in case its too mushy! haha. But all in all, I had a wet journey home, because when i'm home, i was totally DRENCHED. hahaha. I was like a wet chicken :/
Anyway, I love you baby. I'm missing you. The first day of you gone for 12 days has begun. I'm looking forward to day 12!
Hugs and kisses*
Larry.
Your boy. :)
Goodbye
See you at the airport later! Don't cry, orI'll poke you. Remember! ;D
I love you.
"Larrykohzhengxing will never stop loving or leave you, unless baby doesn't want me anymore!' That's what you repeatedly say, trying your best to assure me. Truthfully, I've no confidence in what you said. Cause of the many episodes that just closed its door in my face in the past. It's hard to believe, hope you understand. No doubt, i'll have the ring you gave me on my hand, or rather, wear in on my neck if you pass me the necklace later on; a part of you is with me, so you say. However, I realised, I never gave you anything for you to remember me by. How? In light of this issue, I choose not to care so much, because of the fear I have after I get back from my 12 days trip. I'll have your 12 letters, which means alot to me. And what do you have from me? Nothing. If I get home, and everything proceeds from where it stopped, I'll be glad.
Rememebr the very first movie we caught, which was also our first outing? It was Definitely, maybe. It sucked! But.. maybe you should find one day and rewatch it on movie6, yea? Visit fish&co more often, to remember me.. fishy with the CHEESE & Boombay sapphire rocks ;DD But, don't anyhow visit it with some OTHER GIRL! Or, I'll slaughter you. HAHAHA.
Remember your promise of 12 entries everyday on our blog! Tell me about your day! And how much you miss me yes (:
Take good care of yourself when you're in Europe too. Take pictures for me too see, post it on our blog when you write me an everyday entry! Are you gona buy me back something from there?? ;DD
Anyhow, you've been a wonderful boyfriend. Thanks for loving me, thanks for coming into my life. So remember, no matter where I go, a part of me will always be with you.
See you at the airport later! Don't cry, orI'll poke you. Remember! ;D
I love you.
Larry Koh & Kellie Yeo, 280508.
Moment of Truth 2.
LARRY PROMISES THAT HE WILL BE MISSING KELLIE, IN FACT, HE'S ALREADY MISSING HER! :( HE WILL WAIT TILL SHE'S BACK AND THEY WILL CATCH THEIR MUCH AWAITED MOVIE SHOW WITH LOVE. :)
IN JESUS NAME, KELLIE AND HER FAMILY WILL HAVE JORUNEY MERCY FROM YOU, LORD, AND YOU'LL BE THERE WITH THEM JESUS, GUIDING THEM AND SHOWING THEM HOW TO HAVE FUN! (:
IN JESUS NAME, KELLIE AND HER FAMILY WILL HAVE JORUNEY MERCY FROM YOU, LORD, AND YOU'LL BE THERE WITH THEM JESUS, GUIDING THEM AND SHOWING THEM HOW TO HAVE FUN! (:
Moment of Truth
LARRY SWEARS IN JESUS NAME THAT HE WILL LOVE KELLIE TILL SHE RETURNS AND CONTINUE LOVING HER FROM THEN ONWARDS TOO ;DDD
IF HE DOESN'T FULFILL, IT'S JUST HIS OWN LOSS. HAHAHA.
HE WILL BE FAILING HIS PROMISE TO GOD.
ANDAND, HE WILL PUNCH HIMSELF AND KNEEL IN FRONT OF HER HOUSE TILL HE DIES.
-LARRY SWORN,
10 JUNE 2008
0243AM
LARRY SWEARS IN JESUS NAME THAT HE WILL LOVE KELLIE TILL SHE RETURNS AND CONTINUE LOVING HER FROM THEN ONWARDS TOO ;DDD
IF HE DOESN'T FULFILL, IT'S JUST HIS OWN LOSS. HAHAHA.
HE WILL BE FAILING HIS PROMISE TO GOD.
ANDAND, HE WILL PUNCH HIMSELF AND KNEEL IN FRONT OF HER HOUSE TILL HE DIES.
-LARRY SWORN,
10 JUNE 2008
0243AM
Halfway round the world
Baby I will soon be leaving
And I know that you are feeling down
But every week I'll send a letter
To let you know my love will never change
I promise you I'll always feel the same
So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There is no need for cryin'
Cause even if I am
Halfway round the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway round the world
I'll still be feeling the way I do now
I wanna hold you baby
Cause I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway round the world
Baby when the miles are growing
You and I will still be going strong
No matter what your friends are saying
Don't give up on what you're waiting for
Cause one day I'll be knocking on your door
So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There is no need for crying
Cause even if I am
Halfway round the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway round the world
I'll still be feeling the way I do now
wanna hold you baby
Cause I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway round the world
If I could
You know that I would find a way to stay for good
But I must go now
I wanna hold you baby
Cause I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm...
Halfway round the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway round the world
I'll still be feeling the way I do now
I wanna hold you baby
Cause I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway round the world
Baby I will soon be leaving
And I know that you are feeling down
But every week I'll send a letter
To let you know my love will never change
I promise you I'll always feel the same
So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There is no need for cryin'
Cause even if I am
Halfway round the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway round the world
I'll still be feeling the way I do now
I wanna hold you baby
Cause I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway round the world
Baby when the miles are growing
You and I will still be going strong
No matter what your friends are saying
Don't give up on what you're waiting for
Cause one day I'll be knocking on your door
So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There is no need for crying
Cause even if I am
Halfway round the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway round the world
I'll still be feeling the way I do now
wanna hold you baby
Cause I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway round the world
If I could
You know that I would find a way to stay for good
But I must go now
I wanna hold you baby
Cause I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm...
Halfway round the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway round the world
I'll still be feeling the way I do now
I wanna hold you baby
Cause I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway round the world
Monday, June 9, 2008
I love you, Kellie. :)
Hey love. 12 days is gonna pass by fast yes! Haha. Though I would love to steal you away and make you stay in SG w me, I know it's quite impossible. Hah. Till then darling, I just want you to know that larrykohzhengxing will be missing you, and i'll be looking forward to the day where i can see and hold you again!
I really cant wait for that day to come! (:
mwah*
Hey love. 12 days is gonna pass by fast yes! Haha. Though I would love to steal you away and make you stay in SG w me, I know it's quite impossible. Hah. Till then darling, I just want you to know that larrykohzhengxing will be missing you, and i'll be looking forward to the day where i can see and hold you again!
I really cant wait for that day to come! (:
mwah*
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Life together.
If I could have 9 lives like a cat, If I could live life 9 times as before,
The answer and the decision would still be the same ;
I would dedicate my 101% to YOU, baby.
I would still choose YOU as my only one.
I would still love you unconditionally, with everything I have.
:)
No one said the journey we're taking together's gonna be easy.
But you know what, love? As much as it ain't gonna be easy,
Larrykohzhengxing will be there, holding your hand still, walking down that road with you.
And I would still turn to you, look at you in the eyes and whisper the 3 words thats so precious.
p.s For every anger/sadness/frustration that ive caused baby to experience, i'll make it up to you, love! I don't mind hitting myself.... if it doesnt hurt ur heart! xP heh.
I love you.
:)
If I could have 9 lives like a cat, If I could live life 9 times as before,
The answer and the decision would still be the same ;
I would dedicate my 101% to YOU, baby.
I would still choose YOU as my only one.
I would still love you unconditionally, with everything I have.
:)
No one said the journey we're taking together's gonna be easy.
But you know what, love? As much as it ain't gonna be easy,
Larrykohzhengxing will be there, holding your hand still, walking down that road with you.
And I would still turn to you, look at you in the eyes and whisper the 3 words thats so precious.
p.s For every anger/sadness/frustration that ive caused baby to experience, i'll make it up to you, love! I don't mind hitting myself.... if it doesnt hurt ur heart! xP heh.
I love you.
:)
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